Hi! I'm Mia! This year I am a senior student. I am also have lots of compliments about my friendliness by my friends and teachers. Besides, the "antifan" is an essential part in my life, there is even a "anti-Mia" page on social network. But I don't care, as long as it doesn't impact on me and my families. Maybe my beauty is the main reason for their behaviour. It was a gift from an unknown "angel" giving me since I was born.

         My current school is the one I have just moved here, everything goes just as fluently as I imagine and I have met more new friends, my parents glad at it! Until one day, there was a friend "not really close to me" came at break and gave me a note: "At the end of class, please come to the school backyard a little for our meeting". Til this part, you guys might think she asked me out for non-good reasons at all. But for some reasons, I still go as someone pushed me to go...

         "Arrived? Social trash?"

         It is the first sentence when they see me, no response from my mouth come out.

         "Was your tongue stolen?"

         "What do you want?" - I reply

         A thin girl with the school uniform who have the green hair naming Tina comes to me and say:

         "Your face doesn't deserve respect, or shall I mask off your face, you might feel better with it!"

         She grab my hair and heavily pull it down on the floor, my nose was like being broken. In front of me is the leader naming Lucy, seems like she was the prettiest girl in our school until I moved in. She told her friend besides her: "Give me the knife, Greta".

           One more time my hair is grabbed and Lucy take the knife cut long lines on my cheek, my hand and my chest :"because of your thick mask that I couldn't use my bare hand, it is an honor of you to be treated like that." - They are all laugh loudly and kicked on my body few more times to decrease their angry......

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       "Mia, what happened? Why you have some wounds and.... what are those cuts? - I meet my bestie in the hall when I'm coming back. Mina worried for me but... she was like "not serious at all"

       "It's fine, don't be too worried" - I reply, softly smile and walk into the class......

       "Who......?" - my throat freeze when I saw some carves against my personality: Haha bitch!!; Go to hell; Is surgery cost increasing lately?; Living unworthy; 419?;........". I saw everyone in my class was ignoring me, some rumours start to rise, "Mina...." - she watches me for a while then gently smile wryly and turn away, I run immediately towards her, pull her on the wall and take her shirt collar:

        "For fuck shake, for the whole time you were just playing with me to use me, bitch!?"

        "Hey hey, watch your mouth the prettiest girl in our school, how innocent your face is but now you are just swearing? Tsk Tsk, what a two faces friend." - She smiles wryly

       I cannot say anything else, my throat freeze again, everyone looks at me disdainfully. I put her down, quietly walking through aggressive crowd to my corner seat, "two faces"; "see? I told you!"; "It was a misleading for me",.........

      Standing before my awful carving table, I sit down and look silently, my tears drop, each one slowly soak in the table wood. I have never witnessed such a dead end of my life, my heart hurts, very hurt, I just want to take a pen and stab in my fasy beating heart.....

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      "Ring ring ring", the heavenly bell rings, my home sweet home is waiting for me, my fully black bedroom along with a bunch of teddy bears is waiting for me. I ran as fast as I can, fast as my long black hair become a mess, "untangling this messy will be a big problem to me", I whispered.

       Stepping into this warm house, I said:

       "Hi mom!!"

       "How is school today?"

       Remembering those terrible moments, my tear was like going to drop again, I hold it beck and answer: "very good, mother!", I run quickly into my room, jump onto the bed and cover my face with a pillow then cry,
I cry, cry until my pillowcase needs to be shrinked in the washing machine. There are no tears left, I step out of my bed, walk for a few step then I collapse, my throat is stucked, my whole body is like being burnt by an unknown invisible fire, everything in my sight is fading out, my heart beats super fast,.... *!!!!!* I become unconscious and fall down onto the floor.
 
Chap 1: End ♡