Chapter 19

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On the way back, Zhao Yunuo's mood was surging, countless frozen feelings in the inner corner of the heart suddenly melted, a trend of all kinds of flavors surging in the atrium, undulating.

Without any sense at all, she really wanted to go back to two years ago, and nothing has changed. Why didn't she try it again?

If at that time, she put down her dignity again and entangled Yi Xiangyuan during the summer vacation, what would be their end?

What would happen to her if she didn't throw away those small gifts, accumulated them, and wrote down these 19-year blessings as notes?

If at that time, she did not ignore the back view downstairs, and she also went downstairs, what would be their end?

It turned out that she did not love Yixiang Xiangyuan so much, she still loved herself.

She knew that the figure downstairs was Yi Xiangyuan. She guessed so many times, but never dared to confirm that she had no courage, and she was afraid of injury.

Just like this afternoon, when facing roses, she was not happy, but fear. Maybe she was exhausted in the face of love.

She began to like ease, enjoyment, and listening to Zhang Ziyu's command next to him, even if she was like a doll, she was willing.

However, Zhang Ziyi said, "If a woman wants to be loved by others, she must first love herself."

Abominable Yi Xiangyuan, why do you appear and why you tell those stories to me, I already have Zhang Ziyu.

I was too selfish, I should have told Yi Xiangyuan that she had a boyfriend.

However, she really couldn't do it. When she saw Yi Xiangyuan again, she realized that she would fall into it again. This is life, and nothing can change. He is her emotional nemesis.

Sitting at the bed, she stared blankly at the ceiling, always unable to find the answer. She hated herself for being a coward, so why didn't she just throw her away.

Yes, you really have to drop someone in order to have another person.

Relatively speaking, she wanted to leave Zhang Zizhen. Zhang Zizhen is mature, and he can face any setbacks, even if she leaves. After all, he always advised himself, if there is a good boy chasing you, you try, but I will wait for you to come back.

I thought of Zhang Zihuan, so she called Zhang Zihuan. Maybe she thought too much, so she wanted to rest her mind.

"Nuo Nuo, how are you today?" Zhang Zichen worried.

"Not good," Zhao Yunuo said.

"Why?" Zhang Zizhen asked.

Zhao Yunuo thought for a while and said, "I dreamed of a female ghost, in the barren grassland ..."

She told Zhang Ziyi the original story of that dream.

After listening to this dream, Zhang Zihuan was silent for a long time, and then slowly said, "Nono, you think too much. If you exercise properly and sweat a little, you will not have nightmares."

Zhao Yunuo said: "I rarely have nightmares. I don't think it is a nightmare. I think it is real."

"But she doesn't know you." Zhang Zihuan said.

"I'll know, or I won't get into my dreams, but I've been lying on her bed." Zhao Yunuo said.

She really lay on the bed in which she was lying. She also knew that 'she' had lay on that bed. She was disgusted, disgusted, and afraid, but she still lay because Zhang Zizhen was beside her.

After a moment of silence, Zhang Ziyi said, "Don't think about it, it's all in the past, and it's something that doesn't exist."

"But there is someone who does exist." Zhao Yunuo remembered the innocent little life, and there was a layer of sadness in her heart.

"Don't talk anymore, I don't want you to worry about this problem anymore." Zhang Ziyi seemed angry.

"I'll be tangled, I'll be, for whatever reason I listen to you." Zhao Yunuo shouted.

"Because you are my woman, you should listen to me." Zhang Zihuan was still domineering.

Then Zhang Zizheng added: "You have to believe me, otherwise we can't go on."

"What do I believe?" Zhao Yunuo cried aggrieved.

After hearing Zhao Yunuo's cry, Zhang Zihuan said, "Take our vows and say yes, retire and go fishing by the river together."

In just one sentence, Zhao Yunuo lost her temper, because those sweet moments rushed into her heart, she really couldn't bear to lose.

"But, what about us later? How can I face my family." Zhao Yunuo said weakly.

"Trust me, I have already found a relationship. I will arrange work for you when you graduate. We will get your marriage certificate after you finish this year's birthday, and the rest will be solved." Zhang Zihuan said.

"Marriage certificate?" Zhao Yunuo muttered to himself.

She did promise Zhang Zizheng, afraid that her parents would not accept him, so when she finished her birthday this year, they would get the certificate and get married, and then they would play.

How much did she love him then? She couldn't figure it out by herself.

now what? She was afraid and regretted, but when she thought of it, she felt very excited.

"What? You're not confident anymore." Zhang Zizheng seemed to feel that Zhao Yunuo was wrong.

Zhao Yunuo said: "It's not that I'm not confident.

"Or because of her?" Zhang Zizhen asked.

"Well, she's all in my dreams. I took her happiness, son-in-law, let's let go of each other. I don't think we should continue anymore." Zhao Yunuo finally said in his heart . She didn't know why she said it all of a sudden. The former beauty was still playing, but she really felt tired.

"Someone chasing you?" Zhang Ziyi seemed to see through.

"Well, someone." Zhao Yunuo said seriously.

"Is he good?" Zhang Zizhen asked.

"It's okay." She was frank with Zhang Zizhen.

Zhang Zihuan suddenly said, "Nono, don't be kidding."

"I'm not kidding." Zhao Yunuo said.

"But I don't believe it, would you like him?" Zhang Zizhen asked.

"It should, you should believe it." Zhao Yunuo said.

Zhang Zihuan said cheerfully: "I'm very relieved about you. In my world of thinking, you can't leave me."

"Why so confident?" Zhao Yunuo frowned.

Zhang Zixi said: "Because you are my woman, I will not allow anyone to steal you."

"If, what I'm talking about is, if I am really with others, what would you do?" Zhao Yunuo finally asked this question.

Zhang Zizheng was silent for a moment, and laughed, "I will kill him."

"That way you can't live," Zhao Yunuo said.

Zhang Zizhen seriously said, "What do you think it means to live without you?"

Zhao Yunuo shook his head and said, "You still have a lot to lose without me, do you love me so much?"

"Yes. Change the next topic, this joke will not be allowed to open again." Zhang Ziyi said coldly.

"What topic." Zhao Yunuo actually wanted to continue this topic. She even wanted Zhang Zizhen to leave her. She didn't want to be with Yi Xiangyuan, but she wanted to give herself a freedom.

"I'm taking time off, and I'll be with you on Valentine's Day." Zhang Zihuan said.

"Really?" Zhao Yunuo was extremely excited.

She really couldn't see through her heart, what was she thinking about? Is it really a long time since I missed Zhang Ziyu? She had wanted to break up with him, but when she heard that she was looking for herself, what changed?

Just like at the beginning, when she knew that the female ghost existed, she wanted to leave Zhang Zizhen well, but how could she not do it, now it is still like this.

Zhao Yunuo scolded herself as a useless thing, but she really wanted to see Zhang Zizhen.

"Really, although the manager said to think about it, look at the arrangements for that day." Zhang Zihuan said.

"Okay, don't force it, I'll wait for you." After Zhao Yunuo said, the two hung up the phone and started chatting on QQ.

Chatting with Zhang Ziyi, Zhao Yunuo's mind was thinking of something else. The relationship between the parents has obviously improved. Although the two did not talk much, at least the mother was willing to cook for the father, and the father did not mention divorce.

The mother may have made mistakes, just like herself, but also made mistakes. Just like today, she went to see Yi Xiangyuan. This was originally a mistake. It was also a mistake to feel the warmth in Yi Xiangyuan's arms.

Everyone makes mistakes, and those who love you always forgive you.

Just like she used to know that Zhang Ziyi had made a lot of mistakes, she would still accompany him crazy, accompany him, and watch him happy, just like the wish she made in front of the god turtle in Mazu Temple.

She opened the bag, opened the wishing bottle, and looked at herself distorted on the wishing paper, smiling silly.

In April, she and Zhang Zizheng went to a temple fair at Mazu Temple.

The Mazu Temple is located in a corner of Canshakou, which is closest to the coast, where there is a water port. Boating out is the vast sea.

Matsu is the god of fishermen. She loves to broadcast the sea and blesses fishermen to go out to sea safely. At that time of the year, many people come to worship.

They were not fishermen, but went to the Mazu Temple Fair.

This year, a god turtle was invited from the open sea. It is very large and is said to be very effective, so they went there intentionally.

The road to the tortoise was rugged. Zhang Zixu took Zhao Yunuo's hand, and the two walked across the ancient wooden planked path. Standing on top, dangling yoyo has the feeling of accidentally falling into the water.

Zhang Zihuan clutched at Zhao Yunuo's hand tightly. He didn't want to happen the last time he fell in Chinatown, so they walked slowly.

If you walk slowly, you can see more scenery, such as the artificial lake where the turtle is located. The lake was very wide. At that time, the lake was dark at night, but the front was very bright. There were god tortoises. There were lights around the tortoises. From there, you can see the light there, and people who wish in the light .

After a long time, they finally arrived in front of the statue of the god tortoise. Zhang Ziyi bought two wishing bottles from an old lady, and the two made a wish on top of each other.

Zhao Yunuo wrote: "May Zhang Zizheng be happy forever."

She really wished him happiness, which was her biggest wish.

They threw the wishing bottle into the lake, and the wishing bottle was empty, so it floated on the lake, like the starlight in the vast night sky, illuminated by the lights, and the fluorescent dots were very beautiful.

Later, they rented a small boat, and the cruise boat arrived in front of the statue of the tortoise, and picked up a wishing bottle, which was what Zhao Yunuo threw down the lake.

Zhang Zizheng's wishing bottle was not found, just like Zhao Yunuo asked each time what he wished, but he never refused to say it.

Maybe the wish shouldn't have been spoken so that it can be truly realized, but she left the wishing bottle with her and kept it all the time. She really hoped that no matter when it was, her wish would always be: Zhang Zihuan, you want happiness!

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