Coming out and arguing

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Hello, xin chào. Haha. It's been a while, dudes. Today, i wanna talk about coming out as an nonhuman to my human friends. Have u ever come out as nonhuman beings to ur people like ur friends or a member of the family? I did. 3 guys, and a miss whom is my mom's friend, but she's really trustworthy.

*The first one I came out was a normal human, named Bach (in Vietnamese we call him is Bách, with high pitch), who wanna be a witch and have interested in all the stuffs that relates to the mysterious things, psychology, numerology, etc... And we have been friend since we were in grade 6th 'till now. At first, he was the guy who I trust the most because I'd believed we had many commons. And he was super supportive to me, and happy for me to have wings. But it turned out to be bad when I told him know my dream about the riots and a Vietnamese nonhuman whom the first I ever made friend with since the day 20/11/2020, the Vietnamese Teachers' Day. And he reacted to be disagree to what we was doing in the dream just because of dreaming seeing Nha Trang became a mess, and he was freaking scared. He scared because he worried what if his dreams come true and he didn't want his family to get involved in. He told me had to do sth to stop the protesting nor riot (even the peaceful protestings). I was surprised, I ask him so he meant we had to hide away forever and never be able to be free at all and be in at the edge of danger? He was like.... Out of words, felt in silent 'cause I hit the nail on the head. But then he said: "I don't care, please do anything to stop that those things happened". I said, but the fact is we couldn't know whether that things would happened exactly like wut we saw or not 'cause they're just the dreams, and we cannot assume as if it's 100% happened like that. We only knew that the riot/ protesting is can't avoid. But he kept asking me to stop those so I changed the topic.
Days later, there was one day he want to see the numerology and told that numerologist about me, without revealing the my name, he did keep the identity in secret. But.... Wut they said truthly make me feel disappointed. At the end of September, at around 12:00am, he texted me and said I had to give up growing wings :). I asked why i should do that. Then he said tons of reason to let me know why I should give up like: the world nowadays is not suitable for me to have wings anymore; ermm, the God or Master, sth like that, would stop us from harming the human beings; or... Like in the next few years, a new type of beings would show up; bla bla.... And I... I had to say that I'm fucking disappointed of wut he had said to be because I did trust him so bad I even could tell him 'bout the dreams, my manifestion. But he did that. I'm so.... I dunno wut to say anymore. So I told him please stop, don't u dare to say that anymore. And we fought throung the Messenger :). And I stopped talking to him for like more than a week, and one days, he apologized. Unfortunately, my trust in him isn't like before anymore. He used to be one of the people who i trust the most, but now is not anymore because our thoughts and our worlds have so many differences. Moreover, he even didn't respect my choices and listen my words from heart.

**The second one was a lady whom I mentioned from the begin, a friend of my mom's friend. Her name's Mi. She's a better than Bach, she do respects me and supportive, she believes wut i tell her and she doesn't kick me away. She accepts and understands me. She's like my best friend and also best sister to me 'cause we're pretty close to each other.

***And the other 2 dudes are the girls. One is my classmate in the college, and one is my classmate since highschool. Two of them are also kinda close to me, too. Because we usually talk to each other, and we often say erm *swearing* together, but just like between best buddies, not take serious like treating bad. We do have fun together, and they do listen to me, too. But however, i only can let 'em know the knowledges first so that I can confess more with 'em.

That's it. Maybe some of u guys would wonder why I came out to them, it's so dangerous. Welp, because I know them, i know what they like, i know that they will hear me out, and accept me. Besides, before I had come out to them, i did ready for the worst thing could come up, too. I only know that so I could be ready to tell them know the truth about me. That's it. Once u know that ur ready for the worst, and be ready for being rejecting. It's alike to coming out as a part of the LGBTQ+ community, too.

Luv. Have a great day/night.

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